When Sylvia got up on 1 December and started to put out some Christmas decorations, I was in deep denial it was so late in the year. I still am! The mild weather does not help (after some soaring temperatures) and the terrible bushfires in NSW and Queensland seem far away. And there has been so much change that I can barely keep up with my life. The main change in my kitchen is one less mouth to feed due to E and I separating recently. And as a result there has been a lot of upheaval and tiredness in adjusting to change. Within weeks I have had a new phone, a new fridge, a computer out of order, a first (secondhand) phone for our 10 year old, and a 7 week saga of getting the new NBN wifi network at home. (At the same time as dealing with new computer, new office and new colleagues at work.) Lots of endings and beginnings.
Above is a photo of of kale and radishes from the garden. We planted them with Woolworth's seed giveaway. The great thing about the garden is that it is always in a state of constant change, reminding us that change is what nature intends. My problem with gardens is still to work out the right moment for harvest. When do we see enough of the little radishes poking above the earth. When is the kale leaves right to eat? The only answer is experience. See below for the radish harvest!
These polenta chips were inspired by VegHog and were delicious with roast tomato, baby spinach and a relish and aioli dipping sauce. The book by Maggie Alderson was light and easy reading. However I can highly recommend my current book, The Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern which I am finding fascinating.
These are new bowls because we really love our small bowls but they have been breaking and my kitchen has had some walk-outs with E leaving.
Fortunately E and I still get along. I invited him over for tea but my cooking mojo has been a little low. I made a vegetarian straganoff pasta bake with mushrooms and spinach which was disappointing. Perhaps too much tweaking the recipe. The flavours just weren't right. I rescued some by adding it to a pumpkin and lentil soup.
Another kitchen fail were the cupcakes I made to eat for dessert after the straganoff pasta bake! Oops! I took a recipe for mars bar and brazil nut cupcakes. I decided to make an Aussie version with Chokitos and macadamia nuts. I was surprised to find the nuts were raw and so I used walnuts instead. The cupcakes were just too dry!
The happy outcome of the cupcakes was that I ended up making macadamia butter with the nuts and finding that vegemite and macadamia butter is excellent on toast!
Another weird kitchen experience was making coconut ice. It was actually part of a school project where Sylvia had to make it for a bake sale but to write up a recipe and work out costings. She made one batch which kept its colour but then we made another for the cake stall and overnight the pink colouring turned orange!!!!
I did a double take when I saw cauliflower as a flavouring for tortilla chips, I had to taste these Cauilflower, linseed and aged cheddar tortilla corn chips. They were really nice. The cauliflower flavouring was there but it was subtle.
Sylvia thinks that summer should mean always having ice cream in the freezer. I disagree. But occasionally there is an ice cream that pushes my buttons. Golden Gaytimes were my favourite ice cream as a kid and my dad loved Violet Crumbles. Combining the two in an ice cream made it a double whammy of nostalgia. It was good but not as amazing as my sentimentality expected. But it was rather nice during a heatwave a few weeks ago. It is forecast to be 38 C on Monday so I am bracing myself for more unbearable heat.
My worm farm has had problems for months. It has been wet and smelly, I could not work out if rain was getting in or if it was something else. I tried some shredded paper, this Biochar potting mix and more newspaper layers on top but it got so wet that my worms all died. I might have saved them if I had not been so busy and tired that there was a little neglect going on but I just could not get them back on track. I hope to get my worm farm going again when I have a bit more energy. Meanwhile it is fantastic that our council is now collecting food scraps with the garden waste so at least my fruit and veg waste is not going to landfill.
With E moving out, there was some dividing up kitchenware. My kitchen still seems filled to the brim! One big change was that he took the fridge so I bought a new one. I bought a bigger fridge because the old fridge was always so crowded. Interestingly the freezer and crisper always seem full but it feels like there is always lots of room in the fridge. Part of me thinks it is a waste of space and part of me loves it when I need to find room for large items such as a drink dispenser.
My cooking mojo isn't completely gone. Last week I made some great vegan stovies (slow cooked potatoes with vegan "mince meat"). They were really good and I will write a post on them. Today I just show you some stovies pizza which was delicious. Stay tuned ...
Sylvia made this plate at school. I think it was a great project to do because this is something we can have around the kitchen that she can feel proud of and which is quite practical.
I started the post with a picture of some healthy radishes and kale. As I mentioned I was unsure when to pick them and left them a bit long. Here is the radish harvest. Laugh if you like! Ironically I don't even really eat radishes. I have sort of tried and not succeeded. Maybe one day when I grow up!
Finally here is a photo of some festive items in my kitchen. Christmas is now hurtling towards us at an alarming rate. Last week I started in disbelief when someone told me it was 3 weeks til Christmas. Sylvia has been doing her craft sessions at the local library and made some bon bons, a wreath and baubles (these are not home yet). I have bought stollen and spekulatius spice cookies from Adli, and we have bought more nutella jars that become glasses.
I am sure more Christmas will creep into the house soon, especially next weekend when we get our tree. But for now I am more excited by cherries and summer holidays.
I am sending this post to Sherry of Sherry's Pickings for the In My Kitchen event, that was started by Celia of Fig Jam and Lime Cordial,
If you would like to join in, send your post to Sherry by 13th of the
month. Or just head over to her blog to visit more kitchens.
Much love for you as you and Sylvia adjust to your and E's separation. That plus all of the other newness -- no wonder you're tired! I hope there are plenty of people in your life who can offer you whatever support you need.
ReplyDeleteWhile you're having mild weather, here in Boston in the USA we had our first snowfall just as December arrived. Perfect weather for stovies pizza perhaps, when you post that recipe? I'm looking forward to it.
Thanks Jack - I do have some wonderful supportive people in my life and am finally having a good rest now christmas is passed. Still need to post the stovies recipe - will probably be next year now but I guess you are going to have some cold weather for a couple of months yet!
DeleteSo glad we ran into each other recently! What a lovely plate Sylvia has made to restock your kitchen. :)
ReplyDeleteThanks Cindy - was lovely to see you on the tram!
DeleteHi Johanna, thanks for sharing news from your life and kitchen, and being honest about the ups and downs of life.. I think your comment about the garden and nature reminding us of the constant source of change is spot on xxx
ReplyDeletePS I love radishes esp their young leaves! You could try that if you're not really into the actual radishes?
Thanks Vegetarian dreams - it is interesting how much more demanding the garden is than the house that I tend to spend more time looking after the garden - and it is a nice way to relax. I might try radishes another time in the garden when I am more able to try the leaves and radishes.
Deletei am very sad for you johanna. what a hard time it must have been for you. losing a partner is like losing a limb i think. hope that all goes well in the future. Love that plate the pizza is on, and also sylvia's plate. gorgeous. i only learned to love radishes a couple of summers ago. what a surprise. i didn't know i liked them before that!:-) all the best and thanks for joining in. cheers sherry
ReplyDeleteThanks Sherry - it is both sad and liberating - though I know what you mean about it being like losing a limb as occasionally I look for the phantom partner :-) The plate the pizza is on is one we call a wrinkly plate! Glad to hear a love of radishes might be ahead of me.
DeleteI'm sorry to read about your separation. I hope that you are coping okay. Nevertheless you have a lot of nice items in your kitchen again and I really like Sylvia's plate. I'm also glad that I could inspire you for making those polenta chips.
ReplyDeleteHi VegHog - thanks for your concern - I am doing ok but really lacking in energy - thank goodness for summer holidays! I must remember to make the polenta chips again - they were really good and yes Sylvia's plate is pretty cute.
DeleteHi Johanna, sorry to hear about the separation, but I am glad that you and E are still friends. Sylvia’s plate is gorgeous. We all have kitchen fails or stuff that doesn’t go quite right from time to time. I’d happily roll with orange coconut ice.
ReplyDeleteHi Cakelaw - it has been easier to do the separation with being able to talk to E about it - esp with arrangements with Sylvia. I can't work out the orange coconut ice but it still tasted good!
DeleteJohanna- what a whirlwind. Sorry to hear of your separation; sending you and Sylvia good wishes as you adjust to these life changes. The coconut ice looks lovely; what a great idea to have kids write up a recipe and figure out costs and stuff. Life skills!!
ReplyDeleteThanks Nupur - yes lots of adjustment. And I really loved the assignment - they seem far more innovative with assignments than when I was at school - I also loved at the end of the year we got to go see their cardboard box models of environmentally friendly houses with solar energy, water tanks etc.
DeleteJohanna x I have so much admiration for you as you and do sincerely hope that you and Sylvia adjust to the separation.
ReplyDeleteI can understand why your cooking mojo is gone, lets hope next years brings new beginnings in more ways than one.
I adore Sylvia's plate. And how fantastic to get a bigger and better fridge! I do like radishes doused in equal quantity of chilli and salt! You know you can cook with the leafy greens https://allotment2kitchen.blogspot.com/2011/06/radish-leaf-and-root-tart.html
Kale keeps growing so pick when you want to cook with some.
Good to see Christmas creeping in, do i spy stollen?!
Hi shaheen - I am collecting recipes in a spreadsheet in hope that this too shall pass and my cooking mojo will reassert itself. The fridge has been great for storing and will be really good over summer (40 C forecase for Monday so lots more goes in the fridge then). Thanks for all your garden advice - your comment on kale has made me more relaxed with my kale - which really needs to be picked but I would like to grow it again! And yes you do spy stollen - I really need to start on that!
DeleteI wish you good times while adjusting to big changes in your life, and I hope that your little new items like ice cream bars and crisps are a hint that you will find a new normal after all the upheavals.
ReplyDeletebest... mae at maefood.blogspot.com
Thanks Mae - there indeed are some good times in adjusting to change and finding a new normal. Though it is ironic you notice the chips and ice creams - these were E's treats and we have had much less chips since he left but it has been quite hot so we have had a few more ice creams than usual.
DeleteSorry to hear the news and I hope that things are as good as they can be in the circumstances. I'm not surprised you're tired or your cooking mojo has been flagging, I hope you get to take some time out for yourself. Roll on Christmas and the renewal of a new year.
ReplyDeleteThanks Joey - I am very glad the Christmas rush is over and I can have the occasional 12 hour sleep to try and catch up on my energy - have a few weeks off work that I hope will give the renewal I need - and a bit more cooking/blogging energy!
DeleteJohanna, my heart goes out to you for dealing with all the changes you've dealt with, including your recent separation. No wonder you feel depleted! Bless you for being honest and sharing what's "really" going on IMK. I'm glad you felt safe and comfortable to do so and for all the supportive comments you got. (Sorry mine is so late -- only two more Christmas events to play piano for and then I'm calling it a year!) In lieu of commenting on the individual items -- except for Sylvia's plate (gorgeous!) -- I'm sending an abundance of hugs, xo. Take care, my friend.
ReplyDeleteThanks Kim - sounds like you have been busy - I feel blessed that this blog has brought many supportive comments now and over the years. Thanks for your kind words and hugs - hope you get some rest now too.
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